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Also, Airplane! is a great film.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 17:06:06 GMT

It's snowing here. It's that perfect amount of snow where there's enough to blanket everything and look festive, but not enough that kids can throw snowballs at everything. Damn kids. That said, it's probably going to turn into a blizzard at some point and nerf everything for the casual gamers. Sorry, wrong Blizzard.

That's another thing. I'm now free of WoW for over a month (I think). I was tempted to return over the holidays but couldn't afford it, which is arguably a good thing. Still, it would have been fun to become part of that elite section of life's Venn diagram that contains WoW players with girlfriends. Yes, I am aware of the irony of making fun of World of Warcraft while wearing a hoody of +15 frost resistance. And the T-shirt (actually the lvl 60 version) that does actually do the Equip effects.

World of Warcraft aside, (Dawkins, that game is addictive), I can finally be angsty since it's arguably what Livejournal is for. Somehow, three weeks ago, I ended up with a girlfriend. Now it's the Christmas* Winter Holidays and we're not going to see each other until some time in January :(. Worse, she's not responding to me on Facebook. To a normal person, this might not be too bad. Unfortunately, I am an elemental incarnation of clingy obssessiveness. I also know my ability to send overwhelmingly foolish Facebook messages (orders of magnitude above The Text, which other people have actually read). Whether or not it's a good idea, being patient and letting things sort themselves out goes against my nature. That isn't to say I don't occasionally ignore problems (I do that all the time), I just don't like using patient inaction as a solution.

I can't help thinking that unrequited love was so much simpler.

Maybe not better, but simpler...

You can't spell unrequited love without love

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 02:12:30 GMT

Yay for actually posting in my Livejournal.

More importantly, yay for not being able to coherently put my thoughts on paper. I could be vague of course, since it's a reasonable assumption that anyone reading this knows who and what I'm posting about.

I just don't want to feel this way any more. Aside from the fact that it's not fair on her, I'm just really frustrated that I can't cope with this. I'm normally adept at dealing with this situation- why must it be so hard this time?

Will post more when I'm less tired.

I do mean to update this someday.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 03:03:05 GMT

Depending on whether self-referencial updates count, that day is either today or tomorrow.

Thinking

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:58:25 GMT

Thinking has several uses to me. It means I definately exist, which is always useful.

It also should prevent me from doing foolish things. The emphesis is on should of course- alcohol, lack of sleep and/or stress have a far greater effect than any amount of thinking. Even knowing just how foolish something is won't stop me in those situations because, for every consequence, I can always think of a potential good result.

Lately, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff. I know that I'm going to have to make at least one difficult decision that is going to affect my entire life. Until then, I may have to channel my foolishness into other things.

I think writing semi-coherant ramblings on livejournel helps at least...

I finally got a Livejournal

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 13:21:54 GMT

I think the title more or less covers the key points of this entry.