Yay for actually posting in my Livejournal.

More importantly, yay for not being able to coherently put my thoughts on paper. I could be vague of course, since it's a reasonable assumption that anyone reading this knows who and what I'm posting about.

I just don't want to feel this way any more. Aside from the fact that it's not fair on her, I'm just really frustrated that I can't cope with this. I'm normally adept at dealing with this situation- why must it be so hard this time?

Will post more when I'm less tired.

Depending on whether self-referencial updates count, that day is either today or tomorrow.

Thinking has several uses to me. It means I definately exist, which is always useful.

It also should prevent me from doing foolish things. The emphesis is on should of course- alcohol, lack of sleep and/or stress have a far greater effect than any amount of thinking. Even knowing just how foolish something is won't stop me in those situations because, for every consequence, I can always think of a potential good result.

Lately, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff. I know that I'm going to have to make at least one difficult decision that is going to affect my entire life. Until then, I may have to channel my foolishness into other things.

I think writing semi-coherant ramblings on livejournel helps at least...

I think the title more or less covers the key points of this entry.